Burn bright

Autumn is the adjustment season. It's breathtaking and gone just like that. The colors of autumn burn bright, just before they lose it all. They become so brilliant and then in a short short time, they are gone. So fleeting. Just comparing that to life. I dunno all the change must have me taken back. It's hard to explain. And it sucks that you just shut me down when I want to talk about something like this. Which really sucks and isn't fair. Emotionally, I had been pretty darn good for quite a while. But that seems to be slipping lately. It almost seems like my soul is restless. If that makes sense? I just want to go out and see the country and do whatever I want and I wish money didn't have to hold me back from that stuff. I just want to wander for a while. Like I said, hard to explain.