Pain

It's been bad enough to make me cry. In fact, this morning was really bad and I cried like 3 times. Yeah, the pain is definitely a cause of the crying, but I think the frustration and the fact that it still hurts so much was also behind it. I just want to be pain free. I didn't really want to blog about this stuff, but this morning was so bad. I think my scabs are coming off and that's why it hurts so much again. I can kinda feel them peeling in my throat. Yeah it's nasty. I just hope I'm feeling better by Friday. Because I am still really looking forward to that. It's gonna be the most fun thing I've done since surgery. We will have a blast. We better, I really need my spirits brightened.