Weird place

I think I'm kinda in a weird place with us right now and the future and such. I think maybe it's because I haven't really actually thought about it in a while. Obviously no one can really know what's going to happen. I guess I can still see a chance for us if we get to that point. But it's a matter of if anything will really happen with us again. Like I said, no way to know. I think I still want to try again. I kinda have a hard time imagining us living together next year and not trying again. I think there's still definitely something there, it's just a matter of if we act on it. Which I think eventually we will. But that's just me.