I've had the worst body image today than I've had in forever. And then I fished for compliments which was the stupidest thing ever. I was just wanting to feel better but i know you hate it and it just made me feel like a pile of shit. It was stupid. And I cried about it. A lot. Mostly because I want to be good enough and whenever I do something dumb like this, I feel like I'm not good enough. And that sounds like such a broken thing to say and I don't want to be broken, I want to be strong. It's just been a hard couple days, hopefully things will look up now.
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