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deep breath. If you go back and look at that convo, I really don't think I freaked out on you. If a couple "ya"s and saying I thought we were all committed to MSU was a freak out... then I must be constantly freaking out. Come on, that really wasn't that bad. I didn't even say anything mad. I used a ":P" or two even. That means I'm not really mad. It would have been a lot worse if I had been mad. I was upset, yeah, but even that wasn't really lashed out at you. And idk it hurt to think you would just leave us.. me.. for that. But I know you totally could because it would be a great school for you. Life choices. Anyways, I was calm and ready to move on, I even said so, and that's when your freak out started. I get that I brought up something that had to do with me, but I think you made it into something more than what it was. I wasn't making it have to do with me, it actually would directly affect me. Along with Taya and Nick. Just saying. I think it was blown out of proportions a little. But you still have that other stuff going on so I'm sure that didn't help at all. I think we both got too emotional about all this so it's good we both just moving along. We are good, right? I hope so because I'm glad it's just for getting out of school. Because I really can't wait to be roommates :) love you