Slipped again

So I know I slipped today. And I am sorry for that. It always sucks when I do. It kinda makes things weird with us too. But in the end, good did come of it. I don't want to have the wrong impressions or ideas about what will happen. So knowing your side is really helpful. Nothing has changed. I know you will need your time after it before you would want a relationship again. That's just how you are. I was already thinking it would be a couple months after a break up before we would ever be together again. I guess the only thought that scares me is that you will find someone else again and not make it back to me. Again. But no one knows. Just have to see. And I guess I don't know if you mean that in that time we could go on dates and start to move back to that. I want that but in the end it's all up to you. :P. And gah I don't want to over think anything, but by saying you couldn't answer that question, didn't you kinda answer it? Like if it would have been a no, I feel like you could have just said that. But like I said, over thinking is bad. It could go either way. Blah I need sleep. It hasn't helped that I've been sleep deprived all day. That always makes me weird. Anyways, good night. We still good. Life is still fairly good.