I can see it

Now before I start, I just want to say that this is my safe space and I can say what I want. Don't worry, it's nothing bad or mean or anything like that, I just don't want to get lectured. 

So Alex said something interesting a couple nights ago. He said that he thinks you and Sena aren't going to make it to jobs. I just thought that was interesting. But it's just one person's thought so I'm really not going to read into it. It just, I dunno, made me think a little bit. Anything is possible. 

...I can still see us being married one day. Maybe I'm crazy, but I can still see it all in my head. Except.... Now it almost seems better than it used to. We have the best friends thing going for us now and so it just seems better. But again, maybe I'm just crazy. And it's getting closer. It was one thing when we were 15 and thinking we could really make it but now I'm 18 and it's getting closer and more real. But we aren't even dating and I'm just spinning this all up in my head. But talking about it now, I really see it. I can see it all. And I want it.