and then there is today

And now today I'm not doing so good. It just one of those days where it's just blah and sad. Although I'm sure our conversation had something to do with it. Even when I was trying to do the smart thing, I still ended up feeling dumb. Probably because I was wrong. Because even though I knew I shouldn't assume things, I think I still did. But didn't I kinda have the right to, I had reasons to? Oh well. I'm just hoping that by tonight things will be better again.