only a month left

Well, there is only a month left of summer. Yes, that's still a third of summer, but it's going to go by so fast. And looking back, I think it was a pretty good summer. It started off really great and I hope it ends the same way. So hopefully T is ready soon. Cuz I need her! It can't be a great end of summer without her! And Z, we neeeeeed to watch more Big Brothers, like really soon! Or we are never going to have a chance at finishing it :P And I know you work a ton this week, but surely there is some time we could hang out? Pleeease? Maybe we could go get ice cream again too? I'll treat ;) Oh and we also really need to go to valleyfair again too! Sounds like this week is out but next week? I wanna go at least twice before school starts. I could drive once too, if you will let me :P I just really wanna make the most of these last few weeks of summer.

I know we kinda already talked about this, but I'm gonna bring it up again. Remember back when I first got my job and we were having some trouble with our schedules working out so that we could spend time together? And we said we would make it work? And that part of making it work would be for me to be understanding and not get upset or bummed when it doesn't work out? I'm really glad that you think I have been doing a good job with that. I am proud of that :) I've been trying to be more easy going and let things go, and that is just confirmation that I have been doing well. And I try to be really nice about it when I ask you when would work for you and stuff like that. Because I'm trying to make it work. I guess it would just be nice if you could actually give me an answer when I ask. I know you are trying too, but it's hard to make plans with someone who doesn't tell me when will work. I'm not mad, and like I said, I know you are trying, but a little more effort from you would maybe make it easier for it to work. It would be easier if we could talk about it once, make set plans, and then hang out instead of me having to bring it up more than once and wait for you to let me know and all that. I guess it kinda makes me feel like you are waiting to see if you will get offers for better plans. And maybe you are. And I get it, staying in and watching a scary movie or watching big brother isn't the most exciting. But I think we always have a really good time with each other. And we could do other things too. I'm open to suggestions. We could go to wow for bowling or pool or mini golf or playing games. I would like that. I think it could be really fun.         I wish we could go on dates. Like the one we went on in April that was so great. Dinner and a movie. Or ice cream :P Or even make wow a date. In winter we could go ice skating. Maybe I'll even let you teach me to ski :P I dunno I think dates would be really fun but yeah.

Next time we hang out, I wanna have a kinda serious conversation. Don't worry, it's not about us, it's something personal. You're one of my best friends so I wanna have talks like this and I dunno I want you to know what I have to say about it.