So yeah I guess I just wish that some time soon something will actually start to change and matter... someone needs to knock some sense into him. I just... I don't know. I kinda feel like he is in this strong mind set where he thinks this break needs to go on and on and on... I just... I guess really, I am ok if we go through the next 2 months not together... but after that... I really want to be together over summer... summer is a great time for us... we are so great... boy just realize that we should be together! Plus by the time we even get to summer, it will have been 4 months. Which is a really long time. That's a THIRD of a year. Just grr. Frustrated I guess. Because I have no power and no control and it sucks. It all rests in his hands.
But hey in good news, I guess he still wants to go to Geneva this summer! I mean that has to be a good thing, right? I really hope we are together again then. We had so much fun together last year.
And another good thing, apparently he brought up our plans from forever ago of T, Z, and I living together in college and it sounds like he actually still wants to do that. T made it sound like it was basically up to whether or not I go to school here. Which I am pretty sure that I am. So yeah! That's gotta be really good! He still would like that which means he's not leaving my life any time soon
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