So last night. We did it. And no, I'm not trying to just make it seem like I'm talking about sex... I really am talking about sex. We had sex. For the first time. Don't worry, we used protection and we were classy about it. And ya know what, I really don't regret it. At all. I honestly couldn't have asked for a better first time. And I do think we were ready for it. I didn't have any of that whole hating him or not wanting to be touched or any of that bad stuff. I really did still want to be close to him. Actually right after getting dressed all I really wanted was a nice long hug and that is what I got :) I don't think that it changed anything with us either. We are still us. Maybe even a little closer. It wasn't awkward at all. And in a way it was like a weight lifted off of our shoulders. There is going to be no more wondering when we are going to do it for the first time. However, we both decided that we won't do it again for quite a while. Because we don't want it to become a whole like "oh hey I'm here let's have sex" thing. It is suppose to be special. And it will be.
On a side note, I did awesome on my finals! I got 91% on my English final and that is the lowest score I got. 100% on two of my finals! and 98 and 99 on the other two. So great <3
So yet again, life is great! <3
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