4 days!!

So I figure it's probably about time for a JOBS update since it is in 4 days! Basically I'm superrrr excited! My bestfriend and I went out on new years eve actually and got our garters and ordered our flowers. And we pretty much matched both of them except for the colors :) I put my boyfriend in charge of getting tickets for us so really all I need to worry about is getting hair dye and shoe insert thingers :P I guess I might have to get nail polish too but that's no biggie :P yeah I guess my biggest worry for the whole thing is like being self conscious. Because I know that there is the possibility for me to be like mega aware of like any little imperfection. But on the other hand, I'll at least be trying to tell myself that I am really pretty and that no one is perfect and that I am my own toughest critic. Like I will pay attention and stress over these little things that most other people probably won't even notice. There is no way any one else in the world will judge you harder than you judge yourself. At least about your appearance :P and ya know what, who are they to even judge? I am not going to let that stop me from having an amazing time! Because it really will be so good! Well actually, honestly, I think I'm looking forward to the before stuff and the after stuff more than I am looking forward to the actual dance. Because yeah the dance will be good but everything else will be great and so much fun. Oh and just last night I found out that my parents are for sure letting me sleep over at my boyfriends house after JOBS! Which is like huge because I was mega looking forward to it! And still am! Now don't worry, it's a small after party so there will be 2 other couples there besides us. So we won't be getting THAT frisky anyways ;) Oh! The only other thing that I am semi worried about it my shoes. Because dang gurl they are like 5 inch heels. At this point, I don't think they will be that bad but I've never worn heels like that for an extended period of time so who knows. And there will be no making fun of how I walk because honestly there is no way to make your legs look completely normal just because of the way you are on your tip toes essentially. Sooo yeah. Over all, I am really trying not to stress about anything. Because I know the second that I start freaking out about everything is the second that it isn't fun anymore. And it is going to be fun. :)