Last Night

so I guess you could say that last night was our first little fight... except it wasn't even a fight. It was more like hurting each other and then making up for it. I'll explain...

so I wanted to talk and so he called me. We started off all happy and stuff. And then he asked me about this thing I had semi mentioned the other day but said I didn't want to talk about it. And I said again that is it nothing and I wasn't gonna talk about it. And then he got all quiet. Bad sign. There was quite a bit of silence and I tried getting conversation going but it just wouldn't take hold because he didn't have much to say. So finally I say goodnight and love you and hang up. Which doesn't sound like a big deal but it kinda is. I'm never the one that insists on ending the phone call. Basically right after getting off the phone, I started crying. Now don't make fun of me. On the phone, I could feel how distant him and I seemed. He texted me right away saying that that was different. I said ya. Not even yeah. Just "ya". I can't really remember what came next but I ended up telling him that I had been crying. And that must have really hit a chord with him because right away he was saying that we were fine and explaining that he was just hurt that I wouldn't tell him because we always tell each other everything but he said that it was ok and he would respect that I didn't wanna tell him as long as it was nothing bad. Which is wasn't. And he was saying sorry and saying he loves me and didn't mean to hurt me. He was really sweet. And so of course I forgave him right away and he made sure I wasn't crying anymore. Now, I think that it honestly almost brought us closer. Oh, and I did end up telling him what the thing was. He deserved it and it just felt like the right thing to do. He said I didn't have to tell him and I knew that. I actually wanted to tell him by then. And I'm glad we were both determined to not go to bed mad or upset at each other. We wanted to solve our problems right away. Today at school, he said he wanted to make up for last night and gave me a big hug. I love those hugs <3

this is just a little side note thinger... but he always makes me feel better when I'm feelin kinda bad about myself :)

pretty little thing, sometimes you gotta look up, and let the world see all the beauty you are made of <3